I swear sometimes that I have been cursed....

From a very small age it was just natural for me to break the rules or be rebelious.   I don't know if it is just the mix in my blood, because both of my parents are hot headed in some way shape or form.  They are both strong stock.  When I was young I rebelled in the not so glamorous way, made plenty of rough choices, did some down right stupid things, never learned once.  Ironically now as an adult I am still rebelious, however I would like to believe that I am more of a right fighter.  I don't know maybe I was a right fighter too when I was young, I just didn't know how to fight the right way.  Anyway, it is just who I am.  But it is not always enjoyable.  Why do I always have to piss people off?  Or why is it so hard for me to fit in? The funny thing is that I don't really want to fit in... but is that bad?  Sometimes I hate having views or opinions.  I really try hard to suppress them, because when I don't I usually wind up making things difficult for myself or I cause friction.  My closest family and friends would say that that is what they love about me.  GOD BLESS THEM!  Seriously, I am one lucky lady to be loved by some really good people, because I am a pain in the  ass!  When I try to be someone that I am not though, I have even more conflict.  So sometimes it is hard to be yourself I guess.  Like right now at this very moment, Aunt Bethany is FIRED UP!  I am so irritated.  I could probably run 6 miles and do about 50 squats and some bench press! Why am I irritated? Don't want to share why!  Whatever!  I am NOT A VICTIM! And I will teach my kids that they are NEVER VICTIMS either.  See, I just do not conform well.  I am not a conformist.  I will follow my belief in God (In my mind God is Nature, the Universe, the beginning and the end... NOT A PERSON).  I love nature, therefore, I love God.  I don't know where I am going with this one.  I am just not a follower.  There are many people that I really respect and love and I have told people that if I ask you for your advice and I come back for more... I REALLY respect you.  But I just can't follow the masses to fit in.  So I consider myself a lone wolf sometimes.  I am sure that is bad too, but what the heck.... I am who I am.  I seek truth and I do totally find that in Jesus Christ.  I find truth in nature, in animal behavior, the way our planet goes round, storms, natural disasters, sunny days, rainy days.  I have to go make lunches. Good night.

This is all we get to choose from?

I absolutely cannot believe that this is what we get to choose from for the Presidential election.  This is absolutely mind blowing!  Out of the millions of good American people that are out there, we get stuck with these two whack jobs?  I mean, seriously, it is insulting!  These 2 people do not represent at all the good people I know or have known in my life time.  Americans should be pissed and disappointed.  I just cannot believe that this is what it comes to.  Could the system scream "I'm broken" any louder?  Why should any of us have to settle for this?  This is just an atrocity.  I think the hardest part to swallow is the the older generation that has set us up for this.  Wow.